Say Goodbye?

This song by Jordan Knight and Deborah Gibson somehow explains and describes how I felt lately. *lyrics at the bottom*


Say Goodbye
Jordan

Yeah
I've been so lost lately
I don't really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call
Deborah
Where do I begin with you
after all that we've been through
I don't think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly
Jordan
I wish that I could take back all of the things that I said
and replace them with simply I love you instead

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

Jordan
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn't make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I'm gonna prove that we can work things out
Deborah
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
and reveal that you intend to never let me down again
Jordan
It's clear to me and I can't ignore
that I have to give you something I couldn't before

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Deborah
I didn't think that we would come to this
Jordan
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss
Deborah
Why did you wait so long to take me back
Deborah & Jordan
It's all a simple misunderstanding

Deborah
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
and then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

黑夜白晝

每天
一絲一點想念﹐
在那心中逗留。
一幕一幕畫面﹐
在腦海裡刷過。

每晚
一滴一點眼淚﹐
在那眼中徘徊。
一刀一刀劃過﹐
在心窩裡滴血。

因果

短了的線﹐飛了的箏
失去了的東西﹐失去了的蹤影

一個晴天﹐一個陰天
失去了的笑容﹐失去了的眼淚

一絲陽光﹐一絲月光
積累了的因果﹐積累了的報應

Lost?

一點想念﹐ 一點思念
慢慢侵蝕我的心﹐慢慢將我心抹去

無奈的淚﹐無奈的心
使我眼被蒙蔽了﹐使我心被刀刺了

一步天堂﹐一步地獄
一時的無心之差﹐永遠的十八地獄

Latest Addiction

Although it is my latest addiction but it has been around for years. Written by Jay Chou for Jordan Chan, both talented musicians working together to create a song for most of the people there is.

Lowest Point

I am glad to say that I finally know how it feels to be at the one of the lowest point of my life. Why? I have no idea why it happens but it seems like I lost something important to me and I feel moody for the whole day and yet nothing seems to be able to cheer me up.

Damn!!

Dengue!

Just to let you guys know that I have been hospitalised for dengue! Thanks to my medical card if not I will have to sell my a$$ off in order to pay for my bills. Since most of the people don't know which hospital, its Assunta Hospital.

I have to compliment the hospital for providing lots of eye candy for their patients(male) as they have really nice and pretty nurses all around. At one point, I thought I went into a paradise instead of a hospital.

I was on drips the moment the doctor sees me, it hurts when the fella poke that needle into my skin and the worse part is that he poked the other arms just to take some blood for the laboratory guys to work on my blood. Then I have to be admitted into HDU which is High Dependency Unit where you need the nurses' permission to go toilet which is like 10steps away. but it is only for a night before I got switched to the normal ward with a TV!!!! And it cost me Rm10 a day just to watch local channels and NO ASTRO!!!!

But the hospital food taste good and they serve curry as well. And I get warm milo an hour after every meal!! Where to find hospital like this??

Anyway, lotsa thanks to Sue Ling, Ming Yang, Melvin, Darlene, Teresa, JC, Joyce, Weng Fu, Sin ling, Vjean and all my friends who sms and called. Have to thanks Nick as well eventhough I din receive your sms, I think something is wrong with either DIGI or MAXIS at that time. But I really appreciate it la.. haha Thank you guys!

***Looking forward to the follow up visit on the 7th~~ hohohoh